Lost

I'm losing too many friends too fast and it feels like I'm slowly fading away into darkness.  It feels like a piece of me disappears everytime I lose someone that I care about and love.  My soul, body and mind are getting weaker.  I don't know what to do anymore.  I try so hard to please everyone, but I only end up getting hurt in the end.  I call out for help, but my voice gets drowed out by the noise of the world.  I try to calm myself, only to notice that I lose another friend.  This vicious cycle that I'm on can't be stopped.  The vicious cycle that keeps me from finding hope, truth, and love.  I try so hard and am getting tired.

It's getting darker the farther I go on.  I try to shine my light but it gets swallowed up by the darkness that's surrounding me.  I try to scream, to make a noise, but my voice goes mute.  I'm tired of trying, of compromising all the time.

I can no longer see the light, nor can I feel it any longer.

I'm losing my will to fight.

I'm... losing... strength.

Losing... will..........